Now that I am at home, I have had a moment to sit in peace and quiet and just enjoy NOTHING! Everyone has gone to bed including the dog who is snoring (loudly) on her pillow and I just sit and think- thinking how completely overwhelmed I am by everyone who has helped out this week. I am not sure I can ever thank
each and every one of you enough! I have had my moments where emotion just takes over- I try to make light of the situation and make jokes but that is because I was truly scared- scared that I was going to have to tell Drew that his daddy didn't make it. I have been there and that is not something I think I could have done or handled at all. I have tried to be strong because that is what you are supposed to do, but I think that reality of it all hit me today as I was standing in the middle of Walgreens crying, trying not to have a complete mental collapse- I am quite sure I got some looks like who is this crazy lady?! I went back and looked at all the comments on Facebook that came in the night it happened and its truly amazing! I don't remember much of that evening (morning) so I wanted to make sure I didn't miss telling someone thank you and love you! I know life is precious and you never know what will happen minute by minute. Over and over again this past week from the nurses to the Doctors saying "massive heart attack" I am not real sure that Mike or I really grasped it until today for some reason, but they reiteratted today that had he been just a few more minutes in getting to the hospital he would be dead. I have tried to thank everyone for their time, thoughts, prayers and more but I just don't think a mere Thank you will ever express how much I truly love each and every person- I may not know some of you as well as I know others but the thought of you taking time to pray for my family means more than you will ever know!!
SOooooo....
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